奇迹 和 玖琳

奇迹

它真的发生了

就在刚刚的凌晨三十六分

手机的信息铃声响了

到底是谁这么夜

也不知道是哪个陌生的号码

当我打开信息时

心里竟然微笑了

这是我在迪拜的电话

我们要保持联络哦

我想你应该有听到我的消息吧

还有几行字迹等等

就这么简单的信息

让我感到朋友的关怀

正在训练飞行的小乌龟

你已经开始了你的旅程

我也会向你看齐

过一个灿烂的人生旅程

咱们加油咯

希望有一天我们会相遇

缘分

我试着不去想

每当听到你的名字时

心还是不经意的停顿了一下

你真的当飞人了

果然我还是推测蛮准的

知道你应该会去追寻未完成的梦

别让人生留下任何的遗憾

只因岁月不留人

得知你在等待下一个旅程时

却假装一副没什的样子

心里却很不舍得了

还是很替你开心

至少这是很棒的

也希望你能带着我的梦想，一起飞

我会将我们短暂相处的片刻

收藏在记忆的最角落

闲聊时才翻阅

祝福你的同时

也好想你哦

梁文音 - 情人知己

作词：邬裕康 郑淑妃作曲：赵倩

像一个孩子赖在你怀里

愿二十四小时形影不离

两个人的悄悄话 一辈子说不烦 听不腻

仰头看你微笑眯起眼睛

温柔的好像爱情的诗句

你无条件包容我 被疼爱的感觉 很快乐

我 非常爱你 非常确定 你像情人 又像知己

多麼幸运能遇见你 是上天赐给我的福气

那种开心 那种窝心 那种安心

幸福很难 我相信 只要我们够努力

沿途摇呀晃呀也都是美景

你有改不掉的粗心大意

我有偶尔发作的小任性

因为相爱就可以 对每个小毛病 有耐心

每次想你我就更爱自己

原来思念也可以很温馨

世上最近的距离 是两个人的心 在一起

我 非常爱你 非常确定 你像情人 又像知己

多麼幸运能遇见你 是上天赐给我的福气

那种开心 那种窝心 那种安心

幸福很难 我相信 只要我们够努力

我 非常爱你 非常确定 爱的甜蜜 爱的贴心

沿途摇呀晃呀也都是美景

每次争吵都要练习 坏情绪转过身就失忆

非常爱你 深深爱你 没有怀疑

幸福很难 我相信 只要我们够努力

沿途摇呀晃呀也都是美景

每次看你就有一份安定

知道今后我哪儿也不去

在我们的小天地 专心的爱著你

两只乌龟

两只乌龟，两只乌龟

爬得慢，爬得慢

一只没有耳朵，一只没有尾巴

真奇怪，真奇怪

在公园拍了几张照片作纪念

很高兴认识你，艾纹小乌龟

十分钟的恋爱

yuan lai

wo yi zhi dou zai xiang ni

cong ni zou de na tian qi

wo hai bu dong dui ni de gan jue

hui ru ci de fang bu xia

yi wei zhi shi yi shi de cuo jue

dan qi shi shi zui zhen shi de si nian

hao xiang hao xiang ni

粉红顽皮豹 达浪

原来， 我可以看着你
幸福，而真心祝福你

原来，我并没想像中
坚强， 这都是伪装的

原来，当你心中再也容纳不下我时
我就像被你抛弃的粉红顽皮豹

我会一直想念
当你是我的棉被时
伤心，可以躲在里面哭
之后，在拿去太阳下晒

眼泪一滴一滴地
滑落在我的脸颊

那一片落叶
是我凋零的心

哪怕你不回头
也许你也不回头

我会一直爱你

a pending dream of mine

i have a dream
let juz name it miracle 米拉可

a place where i indulge my interest
hanging my artworks
listening to d music

maybe i can have mini creations
or handmade furniture
to blend in with my lil cafe

how bout own designed clothes
or cute accessories
nice graphic or photo shots

i will paint it in pastel colours
as i love d rainbow so much
not to forget d greenery dat breathes

reading my diary

flip thru d green diary which accompany me for 10 years
a diary of love

when i flip thru d page bout d him and him
i really cant blif dat i actually felt really hurt datime
and finally i managed to get out of dat situation

a camp where v meet each ode
d meteor dat sparks our love, a so called puppy love
it happen so fast dat i cant even hold it for long
and i chose to end it
1st time when i really feeling vy sad and even thought of ending my life
and i was weeping in d playground during mooncake festival of 2005
den i call him and keep on crying

aft a few months...anode him appear in my life

he is like d star dat guiding me out from my past
on new year eve, i lost my hp while count down with him
i was so scared and my mind was blank
he was worried and keep on consoling me
mayb i tot i found my true love...v shared alot of moment together
problems do occur and it came to an end for us
i was really down...tears rolled down on my cheeks everyday
losing my weight due to no appetite...eyes were swollen coz crying avlinite

aft half years...time cure my feeling
dis time...i wun easily fall for anyone
my heart has been frozen for so long

i bcm more and more confident...in life
daring to take risk in any scope...starting to noe wat i want in life
a happy and adventurous gal

until dis month...when my mood is unstable again
dis time...im better den few years ago
at least i wun meet my tears avliday...juz sumtimes
and i stil manage to work...quite stable without showing my emotion
juz when i recif d 1st news bout it...im unstable and cried while eating my dinner in office
aft dat im ok...juz sum song wil remind me of him

i noe i wil b orite
i noe i m ok
i mean i m ok by now

best things happen when u least expected it
live life to d fullest
appreciate my family,frens and avli1 i cheerish in life

leave it to fate

as a girl
i always remind myself
don't easily fell into a relationship

due to what happened in the past
it haunted me till
i left it out years ago

i've been more stable
and in a state of mind
where i peacefully calm myself

but i cant help crying
maybe is the feeling
of not wanting to let go

i should be glad
for that i am still the ordinary girl
who loves and cries and joys

this is life
lets get real

as long as i appreciate the moment we have
i am truly grateful

fate is always there
things which belongs to you
will arrive finally

it just need some time

flashback

today...i received one of the best birthday present of the year
it recalls all my memory wif my frens...5 years...avlione is different
dis photo album sketch book is designed by emily poh leng...one of my best coursemate
and i really miss those time v spent 2geder,all of us going for trip, outing, bbq etc.

after dat i saw a anime video in facebook...bout a father...who work hard to earn a living
for his family...and so...im so touched...til drops of drops rolling down my cheeks
and my mood is flunggg...i can hardly communicate...i feel so down...i can speak to no one

i need to be strong...

echoes of rainbow 岁月神偷

last friday nite
i was watching the making of dis movie
even tho itz an half an hour introduction
but it actually melts my heart

when i looked at father lo's eyes
i can feel d sadness he felt datime
tears immediately rolled down on my cheeks
the feeling of going to lose someone important

what makes my heart drop is when
d mother lo's touches father lo's finger
to find out dat his wedding ring isnt there
anymore

he sacrificed d ring to save his son
who needs blood donation
nothing worth more important than d son

as d lines flow

Softly sighs the Rainbow
Misty songs of old
Flowing by the skyline
My secret lullaby

Softly sighs the rainbow
Stories seldom told
Flowing by the skyline
My love songs that never rhyme

I...
Stand alone by my secret rainbow
Ah...
My secret rainbow

dun take things for granted

there isnt anything dat belong to us in dis world
v come here with nothing
n not bringing anything when v're dead
so, dont b greedy

leave avlithing here, it belongs to d world

unclear

in a state of mind
where my interaction is screwed up
maybe i am too proud to bend over

in a hot tempered body
all the things are heated up in the pan
maybe i should release it in another way

need to be stronger

i understand myself
i don't worth it for anyone to love
none will do anything just to make me feel happy

i am a self conscious girl
i know that i will need myself to love
a great opportunity to train me into a independent person

i always believe that
action speaks louder than words
if only every words are to be turned into reality

maybe none is really into me
maybe i don't really have the sparkle
maybe i have yet to meet the right one

i like people who are honored with their words
i like people who logically did things for the others
i like people who are optimistic, loving and confident

but when it comes to heart
there is a cliche that connects two souls
all the characters mentioned aren't in that certain soul

if you love him enough...it doesn't matter
but if you aint...you'll use the requirements above to turn down
nothing is fair in this world...we're all here to return what we've taken in the pas

tearing

itz d time again
dat remind me not 2b emotionally 2wards sumone
coz it doesnt worth my tears

i shud changed since years ago
how come im still d same
mayb itz my time 2totally cut off

im still crying...no one noes
im in pieces......no one noes
im stil d gal.......who cries and laughs her heart out

travel to d past

i'v just used to it since d las incident
but when i listen to a song or movie
dat reminds me of d past
tears wil start drooling like a river

it happened
im glad dat i cried for d moment v had b4
not bcoz i stil had feelings for you
but d things v shared so much

for d nite v spent at star gazing
for d meteor v've seen together
for d 1st kiss u gave me when i cried
for d time u'r worried bcoz im angry

i wish happiness has lies within you guys
and me
leaving d past in peace is eventually d best way i survived
i hv my new life n itz wonderfully crafted in my heart

请爱惜缺陷美

每个人都希望得到幸福。
然而，幸福对于每个人来说是何定义？
缺陷美的人，难道就没有追求幸福的资格吗？
每当我看到某些情况时，心都不禁地酸了。
虽然，我也是个追求完美的人，
但，我是对于自己而做出的追求，
可不是对外面的世界而产生的。
如果每个人，事，物都非常完美，
那我不就如同活在电脑荧幕里的角色。
每个人都长得一般的完美，
这是多么的不幸，
只因少了那股稀有的特质。

有时候单纯的细想，
或者傻傻的面对人生，
反而是最佳的选择



看了几部戏所得到的感想
包括了：韩剧花样男子，台剧恶作剧之吻，港剧家好月圆

complicated thoughts

i thought that i've fallen again
but i aint
i thought that i've rose again
but i didnt

i might be getting angry
just hope that i wont
i might be getting jealous
just know that i cant

because i am nothing to you
and you are something to me

because i am a friend to you
and you are a someone to me

indulgence in quality life

for the past first four years
i've been living with my family and playing with neighbours

for the past second five years
i've been enjoying my kindergarten and primary school years

for the past third eight years
i've been studying very hard to gain good results in examination

for the past fourth three years
i've been following my dreams to walk the path that inspiring me

i feel very grateful
because i have the courage to choose what i want

i feel very independent
because i am not afraid to be different from others

i feel very lucky
because i love what i am doing from my heart

i changed... not to be the 'book worms'
to join loads of activities in school
become more interactive with strangers
dare to try new things that catch my attention
changes that make me grow up

happy birthday

clock is ticking
time is running

june has yet to end
birthday has yet to come

thanks mum and dad who raised me
grateful for everything that i own now

lucky to have friends and family who supported me
i would like to take a bow for all

happy birthday to all my families and friends
and happy birthday to me

gift

gift...someone call it present
it is the now that we are having

gift...no one call it past
it was the then that we went through

gift...some prefers expensive
those are the diamonds, gold and luxuries

gift...some prefers ordinary
those are the cards, cakes, little gifts

gift...i prefer the unique one
handmade, cute, favorites stuff

maybe a hug, kiss or just a photo that makes me smile

childhood to adolescent favourites

still remember when i was a kid, i used to watch a lot of cartoons and kid's movies
my fav are marry poppin and the sound of music, casted by Julie Andrews
after i watched the movies, i always get myself in the english dress with a ribbon tied behind
and pretend that i live in the movie world

my dad always rent the laser disc from the shop nearby my house, it cost rm5/disc
those that caught my attention were thumbelina, peter pan, beauty and the beast, 101 dalmations, lion king, aladdin, pinocchio, snow white and the seven dwarfs, cinderella, jungle book, pocahontas, hunchback of notre dame, hercules, mulan, tarzan, heavens for dog and so on...
fantastic and exciting

then came the vcd technology, my dad bought over hundreds of cartoons and kid's movies include one of my favourite anatasia
i can't believe i cried for the obstacles that she went through
a few i still remember, lilo and stitch, princess diary, freaky friday, enchanted, chronicles of narnia, harry potter, high school musical, bridge to terabithia
.

where is the one ?

why are people engaging in a relationship?
part of the reasons are :
a person to share their life with
a companion to do things together
a mate to accompany them when feeling lonely
a close-knit who cares for their life and so on
of course, there are some people who are playing around, fooling love, overcome 'face' problem when seeing couples, satisfy lust....so as the list goes
a good relationship requires all the good factors to contribute in and vice versa

so have you meet the one?
if yes, congrats to you and appreciate
if no, do love yourself first, get ready, and when the right person reach your doorstep, knock on you, just say : i am ready!

process in life

as the world getting more advance, so do the human beings
they tend to pursuit the physical demand in life, some even forget about the heart that burried inside the body

since when the little baby only gets to see their parents once a week
and the maid has become a person the children depends on everytime
the teens will receive an amount of pocket money from their parents whom are always busy
adolescent who always came home in the late night and spend their hours facing the computer
and then came the long hours at the office when they are working, left the elderly waiting at home
when the parents are getting old, they sent them to the oldies home
finally after the parents passed away, they will files a law suit against the division of property among families

sounds familiar?
these acts are 'recyclable' and it wouldn't end until a change has taken place among us
do you want to be part of this process in life?
please hold on and feel the world around us

thoughts to be embossed

what shall i say, i have millions of thoughts running through my mind every second but i can only mentioned a few that i remembered.

this is going to be an adventurous year for me as i am going to travel to the Pearl of the Orient - Penang, all by myself, walking every mile stone under the sun or rain, as long as i can see the cloudy sky, chirping birds and colorful flowers.


i have booked my flights, researched on Penang's cultures & heritages hot spot, and eagerly waiting upon the day to come, this might sound a little crazy especially for a 22 year-old oriental city girl who is just about to climb the ladder of her life.

not everyone will have the courage to walk the path that i chosen. i left my job at the city, heading towards north to visit my grandma, a person whom i haven't take care of in my entire life.

i will be staying at there for 21 days which carries a meaning, 1 day = 1 year. i will take care for her as i don't want to have any regret in my life. that is my main objective of traveling there, to give my love to her.

believing that i will gain much experience in my journey to the east meets west heritage town, i will surely come back to my lovely home with rich heritage knowledge of Penang.

stepping into an eclectic style building, oriental temples or even the dazzling sandy beaches, greenery mountains, an island full of food, peoples and places to visit, all these gonna be exciting.

letz do the counting...60 days to go...yeahhh

my journey of DREAMS

1. attend the Shurangama seminar to open my heart and embrace the meaning of life
2. free-lance work with dad to gain more experiences
3. visit cousins in Singapore since all of us are missing the play time together
4. tidy my life
5. relax myself at the Bali trip
6. any good deeds
7. travel to Penang to visit my grandma
8. help out at any places

Beautiful Love

Singer	主唱	:	蔡健雅
Album	專輯	:	T-Time 蔡健雅 (新歌+精選)
Lyrics	作詞	:	葛大為
Composition	作曲	:	黃漢青 (阿沁＠F.I.R)
Arrangement	編曲	:	Adam Lee
Production	監製	:	Adam Lee / 蔡健雅

看住時間 別讓它再流浪
從前我 太適應悲傷
你的出現在無意中 卻深深撼動我
一起走著 沒說什麼 心是滿足的

這個世界 隨時都要崩塌
我沒有 其他的願望
假如明天將消失了 趁現在我愛著
只想記得 被你抱著 溫熱的感受

Love’s beautiful so beautiful
我失去過 更珍惜擁有
多慶幸我是我 被你疼愛的我
緊緊牽住的手 不要放手 永遠守護我

Love’s beautiful so beautifull
我很快樂 你會了解我
我不會再哭泣 是因為我相信
我們勇敢的愛著 每秒鐘 都能證明 一生的美麗

這個世界 隨時都要崩塌
我沒有 其他的願望
假如明天將消失了 趁現在我愛著
只想記得 被你抱著 溫熱的感受

Love’s beautiful so beautiful
我失去過 更珍惜擁有
多慶幸我是我 被你疼愛的我
緊緊牽住的手 不要放手 永遠守護我

Love’s beautiful so beautiful
我失去過 更珍惜擁有
多慶幸我是我 被你疼愛的我
緊緊牽住的手 不要放手 永遠守護我

Love’s beautiful so beautiful
我很快樂 你會了解我
我不會再哭泣 是因為我相信
我們勇敢的愛著 每秒鐘 都能證明 一生的美麗
Love’s beautiful so beautiful

Route

i don't wanna live an ordinary life
but that's what i am going through now
i don't wanna follow the life footstep
taking the expected route by others

i've been living for twenty-one years
a change is what i need by now
i want to hold on to what i have right here
grab every chance that appears to me

i love to accompany my families
for they have sacrificed their time for me
i like to hangout with friends
for they have accompany me until now

i am going to take a few months vacation
after all the hassle dazzle life
i will head up north and downward south
visiting and staying with families

maybe i will take a few new interest
yoga, art teacher, journalist, voice recorder
world vision member, culinary helper
event organizer, temple helper

from the inside to the outside

i have dreams
dreams that can bring me happiness and satisfaction
i have infinite dreams for my families and friends
for they can live with love and strength to overcome challenge

i would like to travel around the world
taste every crook and nook to increase my life knowledge
most preferable island, then nature of season and finally historical places
redang, perhentian, sipadan, bali, koh samui, hawaii, australia, united kingdom, france, itally, greece, venice, switzland, swiss, sweden, japan, china

i love to enjoy delicious food
whether eastern or western, from north to south, or the cheapest ingredients
fruits, veges, meat, soup, snacks that fulfill my desire
strawberry, grape, tomato, carrot, onion, garlic, dim sum, chics, fish, mutton, seafood, mushroom, yogurt, chocolate, kelloggs, prunes, ice-cream, wine, beer

i am an artistic person
the love for designing, drawing, dancing, singing, photographing, writing
thus my love for sport and adventure doesn't decrease
playing basketball under the sun, camping under the trees and swimming with the aquas, emotion-ing with movie and song, creating art-piece that satisfy me

welcome ms diary

*applause**wink***bow**kiss*

i've finally opened a brand new blog here
it's been a while since i started blogging
but i decided to do something different
and here i come... artistic & delicious life
my own definition of artistic represents the way i live my life, how i interpreted something, interaction with others, my reaction to everything
why is it delicious? thus, my life is full of kind of things that i'l encounter, no matter sweet or bitter, i'l stand firm and take the challenge

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music melts my heart
movie touches my soul
sunshine lightens my skin
seashell hears my thought
families loves my ownself
friends shares my bittersweet
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