travel to d past

i'v just used to it since d las incident
but when i listen to a song or movie
dat reminds me of d past
tears wil start drooling like a river

it happened
im glad dat i cried for d moment v had b4
not bcoz i stil had feelings for you
but d things v shared so much

for d nite v spent at star gazing
for d meteor v've seen together
for d 1st kiss u gave me when i cried
for d time u'r worried bcoz im angry

i wish happiness has lies within you guys
and me
leaving d past in peace is eventually d best way i survived
i hv my new life n itz wonderfully crafted in my heart

请爱惜缺陷美

每个人都希望得到幸福。
然而，幸福对于每个人来说是何定义？
缺陷美的人，难道就没有追求幸福的资格吗？
每当我看到某些情况时，心都不禁地酸了。
虽然，我也是个追求完美的人，
但，我是对于自己而做出的追求，
可不是对外面的世界而产生的。
如果每个人，事，物都非常完美，
那我不就如同活在电脑荧幕里的角色。
每个人都长得一般的完美，
这是多么的不幸，
只因少了那股稀有的特质。

有时候单纯的细想，
或者傻傻的面对人生，
反而是最佳的选择



看了几部戏所得到的感想
包括了：韩剧花样男子，台剧恶作剧之吻，港剧家好月圆

complicated thoughts

i thought that i've fallen again
but i aint
i thought that i've rose again
but i didnt

i might be getting angry
just hope that i wont
i might be getting jealous
just know that i cant

because i am nothing to you
and you are something to me

because i am a friend to you
and you are a someone to me

indulgence in quality life

for the past first four years
i've been living with my family and playing with neighbours

for the past second five years
i've been enjoying my kindergarten and primary school years

for the past third eight years
i've been studying very hard to gain good results in examination

for the past fourth three years
i've been following my dreams to walk the path that inspiring me

i feel very grateful
because i have the courage to choose what i want

i feel very independent
because i am not afraid to be different from others

i feel very lucky
because i love what i am doing from my heart

i changed... not to be the 'book worms'
to join loads of activities in school
become more interactive with strangers
dare to try new things that catch my attention
changes that make me grow up

happy birthday

clock is ticking
time is running

june has yet to end
birthday has yet to come

thanks mum and dad who raised me
grateful for everything that i own now

lucky to have friends and family who supported me
i would like to take a bow for all

happy birthday to all my families and friends
and happy birthday to me

gift

gift...someone call it present
it is the now that we are having

gift...no one call it past
it was the then that we went through

gift...some prefers expensive
those are the diamonds, gold and luxuries

gift...some prefers ordinary
those are the cards, cakes, little gifts

gift...i prefer the unique one
handmade, cute, favorites stuff

maybe a hug, kiss or just a photo that makes me smile

childhood to adolescent favourites

still remember when i was a kid, i used to watch a lot of cartoons and kid's movies
my fav are marry poppin and the sound of music, casted by Julie Andrews
after i watched the movies, i always get myself in the english dress with a ribbon tied behind
and pretend that i live in the movie world

my dad always rent the laser disc from the shop nearby my house, it cost rm5/disc
those that caught my attention were thumbelina, peter pan, beauty and the beast, 101 dalmations, lion king, aladdin, pinocchio, snow white and the seven dwarfs, cinderella, jungle book, pocahontas, hunchback of notre dame, hercules, mulan, tarzan, heavens for dog and so on...
fantastic and exciting

then came the vcd technology, my dad bought over hundreds of cartoons and kid's movies include one of my favourite anatasia
i can't believe i cried for the obstacles that she went through
a few i still remember, lilo and stitch, princess diary, freaky friday, enchanted, chronicles of narnia, harry potter, high school musical, bridge to terabithia
.

where is the one ?

why are people engaging in a relationship?
part of the reasons are :
a person to share their life with
a companion to do things together
a mate to accompany them when feeling lonely
a close-knit who cares for their life and so on
of course, there are some people who are playing around, fooling love, overcome 'face' problem when seeing couples, satisfy lust....so as the list goes
a good relationship requires all the good factors to contribute in and vice versa

so have you meet the one?
if yes, congrats to you and appreciate
if no, do love yourself first, get ready, and when the right person reach your doorstep, knock on you, just say : i am ready!

process in life

as the world getting more advance, so do the human beings
they tend to pursuit the physical demand in life, some even forget about the heart that burried inside the body

since when the little baby only gets to see their parents once a week
and the maid has become a person the children depends on everytime
the teens will receive an amount of pocket money from their parents whom are always busy
adolescent who always came home in the late night and spend their hours facing the computer
and then came the long hours at the office when they are working, left the elderly waiting at home
when the parents are getting old, they sent them to the oldies home
finally after the parents passed away, they will files a law suit against the division of property among families

sounds familiar?
these acts are 'recyclable' and it wouldn't end until a change has taken place among us
do you want to be part of this process in life?
please hold on and feel the world around us

thoughts to be embossed

what shall i say, i have millions of thoughts running through my mind every second but i can only mentioned a few that i remembered.

this is going to be an adventurous year for me as i am going to travel to the Pearl of the Orient - Penang, all by myself, walking every mile stone under the sun or rain, as long as i can see the cloudy sky, chirping birds and colorful flowers.


i have booked my flights, researched on Penang's cultures & heritages hot spot, and eagerly waiting upon the day to come, this might sound a little crazy especially for a 22 year-old oriental city girl who is just about to climb the ladder of her life.

not everyone will have the courage to walk the path that i chosen. i left my job at the city, heading towards north to visit my grandma, a person whom i haven't take care of in my entire life.

i will be staying at there for 21 days which carries a meaning, 1 day = 1 year. i will take care for her as i don't want to have any regret in my life. that is my main objective of traveling there, to give my love to her.

believing that i will gain much experience in my journey to the east meets west heritage town, i will surely come back to my lovely home with rich heritage knowledge of Penang.

stepping into an eclectic style building, oriental temples or even the dazzling sandy beaches, greenery mountains, an island full of food, peoples and places to visit, all these gonna be exciting.

letz do the counting...60 days to go...yeahhh

my journey of DREAMS

1. attend the Shurangama seminar to open my heart and embrace the meaning of life
2. free-lance work with dad to gain more experiences
3. visit cousins in Singapore since all of us are missing the play time together
4. tidy my life
5. relax myself at the Bali trip
6. any good deeds
7. travel to Penang to visit my grandma
8. help out at any places

Beautiful Love

Singer	主唱	:	蔡健雅
Album	專輯	:	T-Time 蔡健雅 (新歌+精選)
Lyrics	作詞	:	葛大為
Composition	作曲	:	黃漢青 (阿沁＠F.I.R)
Arrangement	編曲	:	Adam Lee
Production	監製	:	Adam Lee / 蔡健雅

看住時間 別讓它再流浪
從前我 太適應悲傷
你的出現在無意中 卻深深撼動我
一起走著 沒說什麼 心是滿足的

這個世界 隨時都要崩塌
我沒有 其他的願望
假如明天將消失了 趁現在我愛著
只想記得 被你抱著 溫熱的感受

Love’s beautiful so beautiful
我失去過 更珍惜擁有
多慶幸我是我 被你疼愛的我
緊緊牽住的手 不要放手 永遠守護我

Love’s beautiful so beautifull
我很快樂 你會了解我
我不會再哭泣 是因為我相信
我們勇敢的愛著 每秒鐘 都能證明 一生的美麗

這個世界 隨時都要崩塌
我沒有 其他的願望
假如明天將消失了 趁現在我愛著
只想記得 被你抱著 溫熱的感受

Love’s beautiful so beautiful
我失去過 更珍惜擁有
多慶幸我是我 被你疼愛的我
緊緊牽住的手 不要放手 永遠守護我

Love’s beautiful so beautiful
我失去過 更珍惜擁有
多慶幸我是我 被你疼愛的我
緊緊牽住的手 不要放手 永遠守護我

Love’s beautiful so beautiful
我很快樂 你會了解我
我不會再哭泣 是因為我相信
我們勇敢的愛著 每秒鐘 都能證明 一生的美麗
Love’s beautiful so beautiful

Route

i don't wanna live an ordinary life
but that's what i am going through now
i don't wanna follow the life footstep
taking the expected route by others

i've been living for twenty-one years
a change is what i need by now
i want to hold on to what i have right here
grab every chance that appears to me

i love to accompany my families
for they have sacrificed their time for me
i like to hangout with friends
for they have accompany me until now

i am going to take a few months vacation
after all the hassle dazzle life
i will head up north and downward south
visiting and staying with families

maybe i will take a few new interest
yoga, art teacher, journalist, voice recorder
world vision member, culinary helper
event organizer, temple helper

from the inside to the outside

i have dreams
dreams that can bring me happiness and satisfaction
i have infinite dreams for my families and friends
for they can live with love and strength to overcome challenge

i would like to travel around the world
taste every crook and nook to increase my life knowledge
most preferable island, then nature of season and finally historical places
redang, perhentian, sipadan, bali, koh samui, hawaii, australia, united kingdom, france, itally, greece, venice, switzland, swiss, sweden, japan, china

i love to enjoy delicious food
whether eastern or western, from north to south, or the cheapest ingredients
fruits, veges, meat, soup, snacks that fulfill my desire
strawberry, grape, tomato, carrot, onion, garlic, dim sum, chics, fish, mutton, seafood, mushroom, yogurt, chocolate, kelloggs, prunes, ice-cream, wine, beer

i am an artistic person
the love for designing, drawing, dancing, singing, photographing, writing
thus my love for sport and adventure doesn't decrease
playing basketball under the sun, camping under the trees and swimming with the aquas, emotion-ing with movie and song, creating art-piece that satisfy me

welcome ms diary

*applause**wink***bow**kiss*

i've finally opened a brand new blog here
it's been a while since i started blogging
but i decided to do something different
and here i come... artistic & delicious life
my own definition of artistic represents the way i live my life, how i interpreted something, interaction with others, my reaction to everything
why is it delicious? thus, my life is full of kind of things that i'l encounter, no matter sweet or bitter, i'l stand firm and take the challenge

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music melts my heart
movie touches my soul
sunshine lightens my skin
seashell hears my thought
families loves my ownself
friends shares my bittersweet
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