need to be stronger

i understand myself
i don't worth it for anyone to love
none will do anything just to make me feel happy

i am a self conscious girl
i know that i will need myself to love
a great opportunity to train me into a independent person

i always believe that
action speaks louder than words
if only every words are to be turned into reality

maybe none is really into me
maybe i don't really have the sparkle
maybe i have yet to meet the right one

i like people who are honored with their words
i like people who logically did things for the others
i like people who are optimistic, loving and confident

but when it comes to heart
there is a cliche that connects two souls
all the characters mentioned aren't in that certain soul

if you love him enough...it doesn't matter
but if you aint...you'll use the requirements above to turn down
nothing is fair in this world...we're all here to return what we've taken in the pas

tearing

itz d time again
dat remind me not 2b emotionally 2wards sumone
coz it doesnt worth my tears

i shud changed since years ago
how come im still d same
mayb itz my time 2totally cut off

im still crying...no one noes
im in pieces......no one noes
im stil d gal.......who cries and laughs her heart out