粉红顽皮豹 达浪

原来， 我可以看着你
幸福，而真心祝福你

原来，我并没想像中
坚强， 这都是伪装的

原来，当你心中再也容纳不下我时
我就像被你抛弃的粉红顽皮豹

我会一直想念
当你是我的棉被时
伤心，可以躲在里面哭
之后，在拿去太阳下晒

眼泪一滴一滴地
滑落在我的脸颊

那一片落叶
是我凋零的心

哪怕你不回头
也许你也不回头

我会一直爱你

a pending dream of mine

i have a dream
let juz name it miracle 米拉可

a place where i indulge my interest
hanging my artworks
listening to d music

maybe i can have mini creations
or handmade furniture
to blend in with my lil cafe

how bout own designed clothes
or cute accessories
nice graphic or photo shots

i will paint it in pastel colours
as i love d rainbow so much
not to forget d greenery dat breathes

reading my diary

flip thru d green diary which accompany me for 10 years
a diary of love

when i flip thru d page bout d him and him
i really cant blif dat i actually felt really hurt datime
and finally i managed to get out of dat situation

a camp where v meet each ode
d meteor dat sparks our love, a so called puppy love
it happen so fast dat i cant even hold it for long
and i chose to end it
1st time when i really feeling vy sad and even thought of ending my life
and i was weeping in d playground during mooncake festival of 2005
den i call him and keep on crying

aft a few months...anode him appear in my life

he is like d star dat guiding me out from my past
on new year eve, i lost my hp while count down with him
i was so scared and my mind was blank
he was worried and keep on consoling me
mayb i tot i found my true love...v shared alot of moment together
problems do occur and it came to an end for us
i was really down...tears rolled down on my cheeks everyday
losing my weight due to no appetite...eyes were swollen coz crying avlinite

aft half years...time cure my feeling
dis time...i wun easily fall for anyone
my heart has been frozen for so long

i bcm more and more confident...in life
daring to take risk in any scope...starting to noe wat i want in life
a happy and adventurous gal

until dis month...when my mood is unstable again
dis time...im better den few years ago
at least i wun meet my tears avliday...juz sumtimes
and i stil manage to work...quite stable without showing my emotion
juz when i recif d 1st news bout it...im unstable and cried while eating my dinner in office
aft dat im ok...juz sum song wil remind me of him

i noe i wil b orite
i noe i m ok
i mean i m ok by now

best things happen when u least expected it
live life to d fullest
appreciate my family,frens and avli1 i cheerish in life

leave it to fate

as a girl
i always remind myself
don't easily fell into a relationship

due to what happened in the past
it haunted me till
i left it out years ago

i've been more stable
and in a state of mind
where i peacefully calm myself

but i cant help crying
maybe is the feeling
of not wanting to let go

i should be glad
for that i am still the ordinary girl
who loves and cries and joys

this is life
lets get real

as long as i appreciate the moment we have
i am truly grateful

fate is always there
things which belongs to you
will arrive finally

it just need some time

flashback

today...i received one of the best birthday present of the year
it recalls all my memory wif my frens...5 years...avlione is different
dis photo album sketch book is designed by emily poh leng...one of my best coursemate
and i really miss those time v spent 2geder,all of us going for trip, outing, bbq etc.

after dat i saw a anime video in facebook...bout a father...who work hard to earn a living
for his family...and so...im so touched...til drops of drops rolling down my cheeks
and my mood is flunggg...i can hardly communicate...i feel so down...i can speak to no one

i need to be strong...

echoes of rainbow 岁月神偷

last friday nite
i was watching the making of dis movie
even tho itz an half an hour introduction
but it actually melts my heart

when i looked at father lo's eyes
i can feel d sadness he felt datime
tears immediately rolled down on my cheeks
the feeling of going to lose someone important

what makes my heart drop is when
d mother lo's touches father lo's finger
to find out dat his wedding ring isnt there
anymore

he sacrificed d ring to save his son
who needs blood donation
nothing worth more important than d son

as d lines flow

Softly sighs the Rainbow
Misty songs of old
Flowing by the skyline
My secret lullaby

Softly sighs the rainbow
Stories seldom told
Flowing by the skyline
My love songs that never rhyme

I...
Stand alone by my secret rainbow
Ah...
My secret rainbow

dun take things for granted

there isnt anything dat belong to us in dis world
v come here with nothing
n not bringing anything when v're dead
so, dont b greedy

leave avlithing here, it belongs to d world

unclear

in a state of mind
where my interaction is screwed up
maybe i am too proud to bend over

in a hot tempered body
all the things are heated up in the pan
maybe i should release it in another way

need to be stronger

i understand myself
i don't worth it for anyone to love
none will do anything just to make me feel happy

i am a self conscious girl
i know that i will need myself to love
a great opportunity to train me into a independent person

i always believe that
action speaks louder than words
if only every words are to be turned into reality

maybe none is really into me
maybe i don't really have the sparkle
maybe i have yet to meet the right one

i like people who are honored with their words
i like people who logically did things for the others
i like people who are optimistic, loving and confident

but when it comes to heart
there is a cliche that connects two souls
all the characters mentioned aren't in that certain soul

if you love him enough...it doesn't matter
but if you aint...you'll use the requirements above to turn down
nothing is fair in this world...we're all here to return what we've taken in the pas

tearing

itz d time again
dat remind me not 2b emotionally 2wards sumone
coz it doesnt worth my tears

i shud changed since years ago
how come im still d same
mayb itz my time 2totally cut off

im still crying...no one noes
im in pieces......no one noes
im stil d gal.......who cries and laughs her heart out