flip thru d green diary which accompany me for 10 years
a diary of love
when i flip thru d page bout d him and him
i really cant blif dat i actually felt really hurt datime
and finally i managed to get out of dat situation
a camp where v meet each ode
d meteor dat sparks our love, a so called puppy love
it happen so fast dat i cant even hold it for long
and i chose to end it
1st time when i really feeling vy sad and even thought of ending my life
and i was weeping in d playground during mooncake festival of 2005
den i call him and keep on crying
aft a few months...anode him appear in my life
he is like d star dat guiding me out from my past
on new year eve, i lost my hp while count down with him
i was so scared and my mind was blank
he was worried and keep on consoling me
mayb i tot i found my true love...v shared alot of moment together
problems do occur and it came to an end for us
i was really down...tears rolled down on my cheeks everyday
losing my weight due to no appetite...eyes were swollen coz crying avlinite
aft half years...time cure my feeling
dis time...i wun easily fall for anyone
my heart has been frozen for so long
i bcm more and more confident...in life
daring to take risk in any scope...starting to noe wat i want in life
a happy and adventurous gal
until dis month...when my mood is unstable again
dis time...im better den few years ago
at least i wun meet my tears avliday...juz sumtimes
and i stil manage to work...quite stable without showing my emotion
juz when i recif d 1st news bout it...im unstable and cried while eating my dinner in office
aft dat im ok...juz sum song wil remind me of him
i noe i wil b orite
i noe i m ok
i mean i m ok by now
best things happen when u least expected it
live life to d fullest
appreciate my family,frens and avli1 i cheerish in life
寒心
13 years ago
